Update: Moving forward with development post course completion. Downloadable demo available in the near future!
I have some amazing news to tell you, but I feel like I owe it to you to post the rest of the stuff I found on that other person's blog so I'll do that first!
Reading about this person and Alyssa makes me feel sick. I'm going to be honest with you; I need Alyssa. Or rather, someone like her. I've never had anyone like that. I need it. This person really has everything, and they don't even appreciate it. Just look at what they wrote next and you'll see what I mean. They have everything.
No one is replying. I feel if I dont go out soon there will be nothing left of me, just this empty shell that no one wants to get to know anyway. If no one answers soon there will be nothing left. This person in this blog, I bet theyre happy now. I bet theyre living their fucking dream, and Im stuck in here. Just rotting away.
I am so jealous of the person in all these blog posts. They have it all, friends, fun things to do, an actual freaking purpose. If only someone would answer my posts I feel like I could finally start living. I really hope this person don't take all of this for granted, but they're so carefree about it, I bet they do.
No news on the rave front I'm afraid, even though I've been hanging out on the forums pretty much day and night. I get this weird feeling that I won't even go at all, because I have no one to go with. I guess for now I'll just keep reading the stuff from that blog.
I've posted a few calls for help on different forums, basically asking if there are any people in my area who'd want to go with me to my first rave. I haven't had any luck so far but I'm sure there must be someone who could help. In the meantime, here are some more of the posts I found from the blog.
I've been wanting to get into the rave culture for quite a while now. The only problem is, I don't have any friends, and I'm too anxious to go alone. I went onto a lot of different forums, looking for people with similar situations, hoping someone could help me. Instead, I found this. The following is from an archived blog, the poster is anonymous.