24 May 2018

Rave part 4/7

I am so jealous of the person in all these blog posts. They have it all, friends, fun things to do, an actual freaking purpose. If only someone would answer my posts I feel like I could finally start living. I really hope this person don't take all of this for granted, but they're so carefree about it, I bet they do.

July 7th Friday 2017
4:47 am

Hi, crowd!

We just got back from this amazing rave in a literal abandoned underground. So freaking cool! Still high and the noise in my ears hasn't stopped but that's okay! I thought it'd be a problem when we first got there but every song the DJ played was synced perfectly to the tinnitus! How amazing is that? It was like I couldn't even hear the tinnitus, like it was just another drum! I'm pretty sure I made out with two or maybe three of Alyssa's friends. At least Jacob and Cath, maybe Hannah but I'm not sure. Alyssa just talked to the receptionist at the hotel so I think we'll stay here for a while longer.

Peace out, lovers!

July 10th Monday 2017 8:31 pm

Hello, crowd!

So we've been here for a few days. I'm learning a lot about Alyssa and her friends, like how they're all into some occult stuff and myths and stuff. I have to admit I feel a bit out of place, I only played Bloody Mary a few times when I was a kid, but I've got to say it's kind of exciting to hang around with them. Yesterday we got drunk, went to this huge complex and played 'the elevator game'. Nothing happened but we still had a good time. Jacob made sure to restock during the evening so we're all set. I don't think I've spent any actual time with them outside the raves but it's sort of nice. The noise in my ears hasn't stopped. If anything it almost seems as if it's increasing, not in volume or anything but kind of like there's another layer to it now. I don't know how else to explain it. Alyssa gave me a book on ancient mythology that she'd brought with her for the journey and I've been reading a bit of it. It's mostly about gods and weird family relations but I guess it's entertaining. I think I'll read some more tonight before bed.

See ya later, guys

[Rave is written by Anna Yngvesson]