July 20th Thursday 2017 3:25 am
It's 3 am. We're in the basement. I want to go home I think. Cath and I shot up while Hannah and Jacob set everything up. Alyssa wanted me to try some incense even though I'm already high. It smelled sort of sweet and now I can't really feel my face, or my fingers. Alyssa went on about my visions about the volcano as we went down to the basement Philip is hereJuly 20th Thursday 2017 1:17 pm
I don't remember anything from last night. I have a bandage around my hand and everyone is packing their things. Jacob is packing my backpack. I feel sick I think we're leaving. The sound in my ears is getting louder and I can barely hear the others. Alyssa seems excited.July 20th Thursday 2017 2:49 pm
We're heading to the airport. My head is foggy. I'm in the backseat with Cath and Alyssa next to me. Philip is driving. There's blood on his jacket. Alyssa told me I told them last night. I told them where the rave is going to be. I don't remember that. I got a glimpse of myself in the rearview mirror. I understand why Jo didn't want to talk to me.July 20th Thursday 2017 4:20 pm
We're waiting to board the plane. People are looking at me. Staring. The noise in my head. I can barely hear a thing. It's not in my ears anymore. It's everywhere. All the time. I can't remember a time when it wasn't there. Jacob is telling me to relax or they won't let us on the plane. I think I'm high but I don't remember taking any drugs. I don't remember anything. All I know is we're going to Sicily.
This is the last update and later the whole blog was taken down. I'm not sure why, maybe they didn't feel like they needed it anymore. Now, to the exciting news! I'm feeling a lot better because someone finally replied to my post! Her name is Camille and she'll be going to this event in a few weeks with a few friends, and she said I could come too! I don't think I've been this happy my entire life, I actually cried when I saw I had a reply. We're going to meet up next week and it's going to be perfect! I've heard rumors about this huge event that's going to happen abroad this summer and I know we'll be going there together! Wish me luck![Rave is written by Anna Yngvesson]